Why??????

Have you ever found yourself asking why?

Why do I make certain decisions?

Why do I feel certain emotions?

Why am I here?

WHY?

why?

wHY?

WhY?

wHY?

Life has dealt all of a hand, to say the least.

Maybe the decisions we make are based off of how we grew up, or could it be traumatic Experiences or things that maybe in our blood line.

For some it may very well be the case.

•the abuse (physical or mental)

•the unplanned pregnancy or miscarriage

•family issues or generational disorders:

angry ,alcoholism,mental health,drug addiction etc...

I had to really sit back and think about the WHY?

I really have a good heart ,I love helping people.

and I would say I get it from my mom and my late grandma,because growing up I watched them give ,give,give.

But sometime I find myself doing the most!

like always trying to fix everything and everybody

WHY?

please don’t get me wrong ,I love helping people.Sometimes I love to hard ,if that make any sense at all.

I started thinking of some of the things that has happen in my life and thinking bout what’s in my blood line.

It made total sense to me.

I try to fix things that I haven’t fixed that was broken in my life .

I have somethings in my bloodline that I listed above and somethings that happened that was bad and hurtful.

I’m healing me...

Im being honest with myself...

I’m praying...

I’m forgiving....

I’m sharing .....

And I know WHY I’m here❤️

-Darrylena